Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Tides

Sometimes:
I wish that i am blind so that i won't be able to see the ugliness of this world.
I wish that i am deaf so that i can't hear words that brings unhappiness.
I wish that i am mute so that i won't speak words that are from the ugly side of my heart.
I wish that i am a mental retard so that i will believe that all humans are kind & fairytales do exist.
I wish that i am without a heart & a soul so that 'LOVE' is just another word in the dictionary.
Sometimes i wish that i can turn back time to undo&redo the mistakes i made .
Because people judge me when they don't even know me.
Because i am not given a second chance to prove that i can be what they want me to be.
I am not given the chance to prove to all who looked down on me that i am stronger than what they think..
Humans,they don't feel for others like how they want others to feel for them.

3:43 PM Sunday, September 27, 2009

2:51 PM Saturday, September 26, 2009

Saturday night fever! Gonna go club later!

11:21 PM Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Xi Wang Ni De Xiao Rong Yong Yuan Shi Cai Se De.

8:16 PM Monday, September 21, 2009

Finding back the person I used to be. I don't want this kind of sleeping habit. I have to put on a mask and smile everyday. Sorry to all those that worry for me, especially my family. I'm really trying. I am both physically and mentally too tired to the extend that I don't wish to do anything or to think.

Staring blank is what I do best nowadays.

1:53 PM Sunday, September 20, 2009

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

5:04 AM Wednesday, September 16, 2009

6:33 PM Monday, September 14, 2009

I'm trying my best.
YRHAN

3:20 PM Sunday, September 13, 2009

Quite happening recently..Got back my exam results and I passed all my subjects ^^..went clubbing wif sj, karen, jocie, shaiful, guo qiang and of cos the bday gal kit..was quite boring at first, keep drinking only..then arnd 1am like that more ppl on the dance floor, more fun la..after that went for supper..karen puke, haha but think she alrite..

Yst area manager talk to me b4 i off work..haha, she increase my pay ^^..I'm the only part timer that got pay increased. She told me reasons why she wanna increase..hehe, my hard work pays off ^^, its not the increased pay that makes my happy. But more on ppl appreciate what I've done and recognise my working attitude =)..Ming went there to eat but I'm not able to get discount for u, sry ><..cos area manager arnd so cannot give, psps..

Tonite going prawn fishing wif my sis! Woo, after work must go relax ^^

4:35 PM

All my mood gone in an instant.

1:03 AM Thursday, September 10, 2009

11:17 PM

A day with my second sister =)..Went Bishan to watch Jack Neo's movie "Where got ghost?". The show is quite funny and it made me laughing for quite awhile. After that, went to Bugis with her to shop for her things. She bought 2 shirts for me ^^..

Booked a reservation at Merchant Court. Went there to have our buffet. The oyster and durian puree is so nice! Actually we ate a lot but some of the food we forget to take picture and just eat it.

After a hearty meal, went to Clarke Quay for a walk. Sit down for a beer and we tried the Shisha. Shisha is the water smoke thingy. Don't worry it doesn't contain any nicotine so it is non addictive. It won't make u high, but only feel your mouth with favour. There are quite a few variety of favour like grape, orange, mint and some others that I forgot. After which went to Hougang Plaza to play pool for awhile before heading home. Alright, let the pictures do the talking ^^

1:10 AM Sunday, September 6, 2009

5th of September is over. A day which means a lot to me. Both happy and sad.

Only heaven knows..Heaven knows...

3:25 AM Thursday, September 3, 2009

Having diarrhea from last night till now. Supposed to go to work at 12pm but I called and tell them I have to rest awhile. Just ate medicine, if I can recover and feel better by evening, I will go back to work at dinner time. Feel very bad if they have to cover for me, not enough manpower.

10:51 AM Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Recently I keep having a bad feeling that something will happen. The past few days I will suddenly have a bad feeling. Its a kind of feeling that is hard to explain. Imagine when you are doing something and suddenly you just stop there, mind blank, heart missed a beat, stop breathing and have a feeling that is making you scared. I hope that my family and you will be fine.

Its really making me scared.

10:42 AM Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Feels like my life is so empty nowadays. Luckily I am working and it manage to keep me busy. How are all my friends doing lately? Hope to hear from all of you soon =).

Tommy Page - A Shoulder To Cry On

10:06 PM