Friday, April 27, 2007

hmmx..yst at home play audi then went to work..on the way to work yuri called then chat..think i made her cry..her voice suddenly change then become quiet..cos i told her very directly..ask her dun do anything more then frens..feel kinda bad sia,but no choice la..must be honest wif her..dun let her wait for nth..but now ok le la..still got msg and talk like normal lor..still can be good frens haha..then at work,got a gal wanna go for interview..she very weird de..call jess,1 of my young boss that is yandao..ask the place,then when she reach she say she dun dare come in..still send jess saying what she was wearing..i was like diao,reach le dun dare go interview,how to serve ppl if so ps..then jess ask me call her go in for interview..think today she start work sia..sian,think will have communication breakdown..Lolx..i dunno why lehx..i getting to like this job lehx..the ppl there very frenly..then got a malay guy called clayton,he taught me alot of things..first day when i go there he already teach me le,then i treat him drinks..then he say "wah,first day treat me drink le ar"..after that he really teach me all the things that i need to noe..a very good guy..he very power de leh can speak malay,chinese,tamil,english,hokkien..so many language sia..really learnt alot of things there..hehex..today also work 6-11pm..hope will be a good day and can learn more things..take care all..hehex..^o^

11:56 AM Thursday, April 26, 2007 wo hao fan..

hmmx..2 days ago met up wif yuri..aiya dunno what to say sia..she really like me,really chasing me..the first gal that chase me till like that lor..met her and went to hougang plaza..when reach there nth much to do so we went off..then went hougang plaza downstair eat dessert..after that she went to my hse..my sis also noe her de..so we all talk talk lor..then later my jie fu and parents all come back le..ah gal wanna slp le so yuri and me go hse opposite and eat..eat prata..after that went to 7-eleven to buy drinks..took alot of pictures..then i sent her home cos very late le no bus..arnd 1-2am liao..luckily she stay at punggol primary there only..after that i went home le..yst first day of work..work at yishun de coffee shop as waiter..weird thing is they need waiter at coffee shop..cos it's a newly open shop..western food de..quite tiring but learn alot of things..so it's a very good experience..after that on the way home yuri called me and chat..actually she got 3 ppl that like her lehx..but she say she dun like them although they treat her quite good..actually i keep asking her dun wait for me..cos i dun have the feelings for her..it's jus not rite..but she kept saying that she wanna wait for me and she dun mind..then she also wanna go my workplace find me..haix..i keep rejecting her in a way that wont hurt her so much but she dun listen de..then finally yst i told her exactly how i felt..i told her that i dun have feelings for her and she dun have chance..even said i got ppl i like but she jus say "it's ok"..i was like OMG,i harsh and tell her the truth that i dun like her le she still wanna wait..i dun wan her to wait for nth,she is a nice gal but no feelings for her..I really dun wish to hurt any1..haix, hao fan ah..dunno how to reject liao la..too harsh will hurt ppl, not harsh enuff she wont listen..Really wish to be good frens wif her..and i told her that..what shld i do? btw put 3 of the pics that she sent to me let u all see ba..

1:50 PM FUN DAY~

22nd April..
haha..went to ah lian hse in the morning to gather b4 all of us go to east coast..when every1 reach her hse we took cab to east coast..me,lian and alvin took the same cab..chit chat inside the cab..funny thing is all the abv age de is inside our cab..cos only we 3 are abv 18..Lolx..went reach there ben,alvin and me went to 7-eleven to buy drinks..after that straight away went to eat..haha cos too hungry le..after eating i pei ben go shop for pants..he bought quite a few..thanks to him we got shorts to wear after we swim..Lolx..hmmx after that they starting to play water and swim le..Lolx..1 after another they splash water, 1 by 1 drag into the sea..Lolx..finally xian no choice also join us in water le..she first time like that play worx..and really nan de that lian join us..she dun usually stay in the sun de..Lolx..very very fun sia..splashing water,catching each other in the sea,taking ball and throw each other..Lolx..i purposely put sand on xian de hair..haha..then she got difficulty washing those sand away cos her hair long..then we play hold breath..Lolx..talk alot in the sea alot..after we play finish,all of us that are wet went to bathe..after that we started eating..Lolx..really hungry sia..eat without "xing xiang"..Lolx..while eating the sky turn dark then we decided to go off to lian hse and play mahjong..while walking to the taxi stand outside mac..it started to rain liao..haha..then every1 run and walk quickly..this time lian,alvin,xing yi and me take the same cab to lian hse..Lolx..then when reach lian hse i drink vodka red bull while playing mahjong..drank 2 glasses..lost 4 dollar in mahjong but very fun cos long time din play le..haha..after that they went to coffee shop and eat but i nv eat cos i going home and eat..when reach home i eat liao jiu online..a very tired day sia..Lolx..although cos of swimming that i got the sunburn which made me lost slp cos of the pain and itchiness, i totally nv regret swimming or going there sia..it's such a fun day..really a memorable and enjoyable day..^o^

1:31 PM Saturday, April 21, 2007

hmmx..yst went to old court wanting to play bball..but when i reach there, there are abt 20 soccer player taking turn to play soccer at the basketball court..so in the end din play..so sat there and played cards instead..this few days dun really have the mood to do things..alot of things happen the past week till now..why everytime my prediction so zhun de? if it's a good thing i predict still nvm, but everytime it's a bad thing..haix..then everytime also come true..isn't there any miracle to change my prediction? "There is a miracle when u believe.." starting to doubt that phrase..there is only 1 word that can describe how i feel..and it is "fan"..sometimes even smiling seems so difficult..trying to act as if nth happened,trying to smile when others talk to me..but it seems quite fake..no matter what, life still goes on..trying my best to smile..and will be strong,so that i can be there for ppl close to me when they are down..be there for ppl that is important in my life..

5:08 PM Friday, April 20, 2007

hmmx..haha..this few days din update my blog..actually is i din go out then nth much happen so i dun have much things to update abt lorx..Lolx..tmr think i will go yew tee for bball wif xian they all..now adult fare liao..sibei expensive sia..tap liao heart pain..LOL..ok la..nth to write liao..if tmr got go out then update again lorx..take care all..nitez..

12:38 AM Monday, April 16, 2007

Lolx..yst went out wif qian sing kbox..hmmx..wanted to take neoprint de but din bring enuff money..bought a necklace together wif qian..later post the necklace let u all see..keke..hmmx..then yst nite cant get to slp..keep doing pumping still cannot slp..do 100 times also dun feel tired or slpy..so i went to my take chivas and drink..poured 1/4 mug full and drink it dry..trying to make myself abit drunk so that i can go slp..but in fact it turned out worse..LOL..my stomach was like so hot till i cannot slp sia..in the end i din slp for 2 days..haha..the most li hai part is i dun have eye bag even if i din slp..Lolx..today went out to pasir ris, actually wanted to go there for cycle but ended up fishing prawns..fished the stupid prawn for 30-45mins but dun even have a single prawn lorx..5 ppl din even have a single prawn..the whole place like dun have prawn de..then we decided go another side and fish for fishes..within 15-30mins i fished 3 fish liao lorx..hehex..later put the picture in let u all see also..keke..although the picture not very clear but hope u all still can see it..at least got a few picture let u all see ma..hehex..

11:56 PM Sunday, April 15, 2007

你知道后是不是从此避开我?

11:48 PM Saturday, April 14, 2007

the sizzling pain reminds me that I'm not dead.

对白怎么说,表情才不难过? what else can I say,stress management? Dunno what came over me these days. Trying all ways to be myself,trying to keep myself cheerful but I just simply cannot do it right. Trying to make myself busy by playing basketball,doing pumping and sit-up till I'm tired. All sorts of ways I have tried but it all doesn't seems to work.

3:51 PM

yst went to yew tee and play bball..hmmx..played a match only..after that do pumping wif ben..then went to eat at deaf coffee shop..nth much actually..after that went to yew tee mac for arnd 15mins then go home le..yst very tired sia..abt 1.30am then i slp le..seldom slp so early de..hmmx..this few days dun feel like doing anything lehx..very sian..haix..so many days pass le..still bo news..no mood sia..think only phil noe what i saying..anyway LIFE GOES ON~ cya every1..take care..

1:28 PM Friday, April 13, 2007

hmmx..yst went to dodby ghaut..went to the arcade and play..Lolx..played a game called arcane heart..very nice game..hehex..i 2nd time playing that game and i got in ranking 1st and 3rd..wahaha..got the tian fen to play games..Lolx..hmmx..actually wanted to ask phil go eat de..but she cannot cos this few days too late go home..Lolx..must be guai kia worx..cant even imagine it when u are "guai"..Lolx..hmmx..maybe later go find xian they all play bball awhile ba..long time nv play le worx..abt 4 days le..haha..erm, nth much to write la..haha..will try to update more..take care all.. =)

3:08 PM Wednesday, April 11, 2007

*~ouR Gui LiaN~*
-[SPBP & SJBB]-

this 2 days have been enjoying myself wif phil they all..yst went to find phil at her work place after her work..haha..her fren there all mad mad de..very frenly..after that we got nth to do at clarke quay so went to yew tee mac find xian and mimi..talk and laugh all the way sia..can laugh till my stomach cramp de..then took pic wif SJBP..Lolx..although we look weird in the pic, it's our first time taking pic together so i put in blog..haha..as for today, went to CMPB..took bus 132 until i wanna vomit sia..the bus very shaky then my gastric not very good..today those ppl at CMPB very polite sia..abit surprise..Lolx..after that went to PS and then to park lane to play pool..actually this 2 days i also very worried abt qian..din hear from her since 2 days ago..i din really contact her,maybe she wanna be alone for the time being..hope u are fine qian..i believe if u got anything wanna say u will tell me without me asking de..take care lots..

5:19 PM Tuesday, April 10, 2007

hmmx..yst went to play bball wif bingbing and her frens..very pai seh sia..all dunno de..only noe bingbing..but i nv saw her b4..she ask me go play bball alot of times le..then very ps if i din go..Lolx..anyway i also feel like playing bball then go lorx..yst running like mad sia..team wif gals then versus guys..only i 1 person running and jumping like mad..then all the guys start to guard me liao..haha..but good training point for me..Lolx..after that went to yew tee..xian cannot go out then mimi and ben outside le..luckily yst phil not working worx..she went to fetch mini go home..while waiting for her i went to old court see see..but nobody there..only 2 ppl nia..then i borrow ball from a guy and play..in the end we ended up playing 2 match..haha..lost to him..quite zhun sia..all the ball he shoot silent de..a very friendly guy..talk to him alot of things..then when i going back to yew tee find phil i took the number from that guy..his name is jun jie or jonathan..next time go yew tee can find him go play..Lolx..after that went fair price meet phil, she went to buy things for mini to eat de..then we eat at mac..and talk alot of things sia..really alot of things to talk..Lolx..then we really like 2 SJB laughing there..haha..hmmx..later go find her after her work..i very gugu sia..clarke quay there got shopping mall i also dunno..too long nv go there le..outdated liao sia..later go there must explore..Lolx..

1:21 PM Monday, April 9, 2007

yst went out to hougang green wif zhek to return comic..then after that i went to find qian le..we went to amk, she wanted to treat me mac but i dun have appetite cos wei no good so din eat..after that went to play pool, quite fun la..first start ball the ball fly out very far le..qian dun think so much k..alwayz remember u are nv alone so dun give up..even if every1 turn their back on u, i will be there for u..*hugs*..remember our promise..haix, this few day like things dun go well de lehx..think le also sian..better dun think ba..later go cck play bball..bingbing jio me go there and play..but all the ppl i dunno de..like so weird sia..anyway go there play awhile shan shan xin only..then after that see if qian wan go anywhere then i pei her..ok every1 take care..

1:18 PM Saturday, April 7, 2007

yst went to bugis wif zhek go find his fren take back his jacket..then after that went to play pool at parklane..then we went to parkmall there find ryan..go there drink coffee..chat chat..hmmx..after that went to kovan wif them and talk..then called back home..dad listen and scolded me..saying that what happen at home i also dunno..then i asked him what happen at home..he says eldest sis admitted to hospital..haix he also nv call and tell me that sis admitted how would i noe..then yst din really have a good slp..have those weird feelings..heart beat very fast..scared something will happen to my sis but din msg her..cos it's too late..dun wanna disturb her from her slp..later going to visit her..then now jus quarrel wif ah heng..sibei sian..everytime quarrel de lehx..he alwayz ask and ask..like wanting to find out what..things that i tell him he like dun believe..then what for ask me? really been so suay lately..feel like going out shan shan xin later..but dunno where to go..maybe go play bball or find fren out talk talk.. ok la, dunno what to write le..take care all..

1:39 PM Friday, April 6, 2007

haha..hmmx..yst went to watch movie "number 23" wif qian,yen and her fren..hmmx..the show quite ok la..got storyline..but some part of the show will abit boring..Lolx..then before watch show went to play a few match of pool..Lolx..yen keep on suan me sia..then after that is my turn to suan her le..Lolx..wah this 2 days chat wif SJBP in msn will die sia..laugh and laugh..our face laugh till very suan..Lolx..SJBP+SJBB = GO MENTAL HOSPITAL..LOlx..ok la, every1 take care..anything contact me..cya all.. ^o^

2:01 PM Wednesday, April 4, 2007 Results out~

hehex..today quite happy..got my result le..i passed my exams~!! Got B for both my subjects..thought i will fail sia..Lolx..lucky my previous test for math all got very high..^o^..later going out and meet ching seang eat at hougang mall kfc..oopsy going to late le..Lolx..added pics at the right of my blog..LOL still got phil de kuku pic lehx..dun have ur other pic so bo bian put that 1 first lorx..next time i change nicer pic for u when we got go out and take pics..Lolx..ok la, going to bathe then go out le..keke..take care all..miss u all..wahaha..dun miss me too much worx.. =)

2:33 PM

hehex..today quite happy..got my result le..i passed my exams~!! Got B for both my subjects..thought i will fail sia..Lolx..lucky my previous test for math all got very high..^o^..later going out and meet ching seang eat at hougang mall kfc..oopsy going to late le..Lolx..added pics at the right of my blog..LOL still got phil de kuku pic lehx..dun have ur other pic so bo bian put that 1 first lorx..next time i change nicer pic for u when we got go out and take pics..Lolx..ok la, going to bathe then go out le..keke..take care all..miss u all..wahaha..dun miss me too much worx.. =)

2:33 PM Tuesday, April 3, 2007 Bad day wif bay moOd

now feeling kan pek chek..today 9+am whole building cut off electricity..nobody told us abt it..they say got letter put at door but dunno who threw it away..up till now then the electricity is back..from morning till now like a idiot looking at the walls and ceiling..totally nth to do..wanna go out but it's raining..only can rest on the bed and daze..then this few days my mood also not good le..today is the worst i think..now i feel like shouting out loud..but nowhere to shout..if any1 irritate me wif nonsense now i surely whack the person till jia lat..super bad mood..tonite think not going anywhere..qian going out wif wking frens,xian cannot go out,zhek din listen to phone..think today rot at home ba..dun go out also good la,later those ppl i dunno come and disturb me then sure fight..nothing goes well for me this few days..aiya used to it le..sometime is soooo suay de la..treat it as another bad day ba..finding some place for me to shout out..ok la, blog till here ba..

4:36 PM Monday, April 2, 2007

hmmx..yst nite went to yew tee find xian they all..in the end played 2 match of bball..all anyhow play de..not feeling very well..dun have appetite..after that went home..forgot that i left my ring wif xian..yst is another slpless nite..dun exactly noe what i thinking abt..jus keep thinking of this and that..in the end i din slp at all..now still feeling abit unwell..maybe later go yew tee take ring back from xian..now feeling quite moody..not exactly in a very good mood..dun really wish to talk much..but wont vent my anger so dunnit wry..ok ba, nth much to say..take care all..

5:30 PM Sunday, April 1, 2007

my face look sharp in this pic..Lolx..
My hair looks so straight even without combing it
Xian gugu pic..Lolx..
Xian BIG MOUTH EATING~!!

Hehex..yst went to jurong find xian they all then after that fierce gal came..in train they play and laugh like mad..Lolx..then took xian de gugu pics..Lolx..later still have to ask xian for phil de gugu pic le worx..Lolx..yst first time saw cherry and Poh Hong I tio suan by them liao..Lolx..all quite frenly ppl la..Xian faster send me fierce gal de gugu pic..LOL~ i wanna post..hehex..

12:08 PM