Yesterday I couldn't get to sleep,been thinking of things. Actually I wanted to talk to people about something but I couldn't find someone that I can trust cause I don't think people will truly trust others,including me. Since people don't trust others, I think I shouldn't trust them so much as well.When I wanted to talk to someone,think they are all asleep as well.Think i shouldn't bother others since it doesn't concerns them.Maybe it's better to keep it to myself like I used to do when I was in Montfort.People alway says "If you have any problems,don't hide it from me".But how many of those will confide to you when they got problems without you asking? How many really wish to help you and won't find you troublesome? Beginning to doubt and think who really meant what they say.Maybe it's better not to trust anyone,rely only on myself.At least when there is no trust,there won't be disappointment.When you got something in your mind that you want to say out but you can't say out,especially to the person that you want to say out to.That's the worst thing that can happen.I don't want to be back to a quiet and serious person that I used to be but now I really rather keep everything to myself.Maybe until the day that I found a person that truly trust in me like I truly trust in the person,then I will reveal things regarding me.It's time I stop being so naive.Which human don't think of himself/herself first?Who will think of others in everything they do? Up till now, I can think of none.

hmmx..yst went to qian hse and wait for her..haha she yst very blur lehx..cos she nv slp enuff..then after that went to her office wif her..haha, feel quite weird cos all the ppl i dunno de..Lolx..after that went to eat at Cuppage plaza and play pool..teach qian how to play cos she very long nv play le..but still quite gd la,teach awhile she noe what i mean le..Lolx..teach her very relaxing, a fast learner..hmmx..after that we went walk walk lorx..then her fren came to find her..waited for her fren b4 i go off..after that went to AMK find xian and the rest..ching seang came to find us then after awhile brendan also came to find ching seang and me..Lolx..played pool again..1 day played pool twice..Lolx..lost ching seang twice lehx..he last min chiong back de..haha..hmmx..as for today,went to lot1 find mimi,xian and ben..they over there play pool AGAIN~then when ching seang and me reach,we feel like playing snooker..played 1 rnd very fast but very expensive..after that went to yew tee and play bball..played 3 matches until very tired..Lolx..but ok la, after playing matches ching seang told me how to play properly..play until all tired le then we all go yew tee food court and eat..then went home le..ching seang like dying like that cos he not enuff slp..Lolx..ok la, end here ba..take care all..keke..

haha..hmmx..yst din blog..yst whole day like at home lorx..super bored sia..then at nite went to meet zhewei for awhile..go hougang green wanting to borrow comics but in the end the shop already close when we reached there..so we went to mac and i nth to do jiu buy chicken burger meal..Lolx..eat liao then walk home, then ryan came to fetch zhek go out..he and his classmates go eat supper..then i go home nth to do, called xian chat chat..chat till very long..Lolx..long time din like that chat liao..haha..then chat till xian going to fall aslp le..hmmx..as for today,woke up play audi awhile..then afternoon went to yew tee play bball..played 1 match then super tired..keep running arnd and jumping arnd..but it's a good training la..Lolx..but after that raining then cannot play le..so we went to the "deaf coffee shop" and eat..after that all go home le lorx..then i am here to blog..Lolx..tmr morning must early wake up to meet qian..pei her go comcentre,after that meet yen..Lolx..think tmr going to play pool..haha..tonite must slp early le..haha..be guai kia for 1 day..hehex..

hmmx..this few days i have been feeling very moody..from the time i went to chalet till now..maybe only 1 person noe what i am thinking abt ba..think xian noe what i am thinking abt cos i told her..dun wanna let qian wry so i din tell her..she got alot of things she need to wry abt le..her work and sch things..jus that i dunno why i have those kind of feelings..makes me hard to breathe sia..feeling so tight in the chest..those kind of feelings that i have long lost..those feelings that i dun wanna have..hope it will disappear soon..it's really time for me to start afresh..stop thinking of things that happen in the past..cherish things that i have now..and i will surely cherish those ppl that are close to me..take care all..anything msg my hp ba..so lonely everytime nobody msg me de..Lolx..ok la,jkjk..nitez all..

Lolx..yst nite nth to do at home then very sian..this few days also quite moody cos of somethings..then went out to yew tee and find xian and mimi..Lolx..they pei me go the deaf coffee shop eat..then after that i still not full yet..pei xian go home put her dog first..after that we went to yew tee mac and other some snacks..Lolx..talk and laugh all the way..then we took alot of pics..in total i took 16 pics..including myself de..all very zhi lian sia..not bad, got ppl pei me zhi lian liao..i very long time nv zhi lian liao worx..wahaha..blog some of the pics inside for u all to see..only post a few ba cos too many le..keke..later going to AMK to play pool..asked qian along but her eye pain and she very tired so i asked her go home rest..hmmx..think i shld get rdy to go AMK le..haha..today mood also no good..Lolx..maybe worse than yst..Lolx..but i will be fine..hehex..^o^

wahaha..yst went to jurong IMM the giant buy chalet things..buy alot sia..even when paying money at the cashier also must wait abt 15-20mins..the stupid receipt is sooo long sia..Lolx..then carry so many things walk arnd..Lolx..after that we went to jurong entertainment to play pool..Lolx..take so many things go play pool sia..haha..ben and me take until hand wanna break sia..we like running while taking those things..cos too heavy le..haha..much more heavier than that time phil and xian de bbq things..today wake up whole body aching sia..Lolx..yeah..later going to chalet le..bring the marinaded chicken wings and chivas to chalet..yeah, qian later also coming..Lolx..so happy..all can go there enjoy..keke..^o^..i wont be blogging this few days cos going chalet..will update after my chalet..hehex..

hmmx..this few days keep playing bball..haha..very fun..yst went to study wif jason and kie ian at AMK mac..then after that went to play bball wif xian they all..yst played till very mad..really very mad..haha..very very fun..then today went to jurong wif philana,xian,mimi and ben..help philana and xian take things for their bbq..hmmx..quite fun la..haha..then philana also can talk alot de..quite mad de also..Lolx..after that went to philana hse put things..but after that philana went to work..then we all went to mimi hse..then starting to get pissed le..hmmx..alot of things happen..then i getting very du lan..went to the bball court got a idiot playing soccer anyhow kick..i keep on ren..even ben also bth that guy..feel like beating him up le..but i really try to ren liao..that 1 still nvm..after that b4 we go home we went to coffee shop and eat..KNN the coffee shop aunty sibei FUCK up..sorry to be vulgar but i really bth that aunty..i called 3 times aunty, from soft to loud..she bloody hell there dun wan to answer me..after i eat finish walk pass, i say out loud "NEXT TIME MUST CALL THIS COFFEE SHOP DEAF COFFEE SHOP LE"..haha..but now i ok le la..next time i go i wont be so ke qi wif that aunty le..Lolx..ok la, tmr exam..wish me luck ba..keke..

haix..now doing my report..trying my best to chiong..then hard disk like got problem..keep on cannot save..say what "not enuff space or memory"..wth my hard disk still got left arnd 30GB lehx..sibei du lan lehx..tmr needa hand up then my hard disk fail me at this time..haix..i dunno why so suay sia..WTF is wrong..i now so stress..feel like giving up..haix..if like that carry on will surely breakdown..later still have to study my math for tmr test..but i haven even settle this how to study my maths..all the things clash together..haix..if din hand in report by tmr then i get 0 marks lehx..ARGH~!! i going mad liao la..

hmmx..yst went meet qian for movie at PS..watched ghost rider..quite ok la the show, just that the ending abit blur..then after that we went to Daiso and shop..haha..we are like so outdated..dun even noe that everything in the shop is $2..even went to ask the sales girl..haha..but it's quite unbelievable cos even cosmetic also $2..all Japanese products..then after that sent her back to Sengkang then went home..hmmx..later think i will do finish my report writing then tonite i will chiong my revision for maths..cos tmr got test..dunno is it good or what, I going to graduate le but exams coming..needa study liao..haha..ok la every1, 14 march can ask me out liao..hehex..that's on wednesday..keke..

hmmx..firstly today got math test, think i din do very well but shld be still ok ba..think i can get arnd 80+ to 90 like that..hmmx..as for the html test..teacher din mark it, its like a revision, mock test..then today when got break i went sch the pool club and play pool wif jason..then the ppl beside my table there talk so loud like the whole world dunno they playing loser pay..then when i aiming and jus finish shooting..NOTE: "HAVEN EVEN STAND UP STRAIGHT!!" got a guy behind me shout "Excuse ME"..i was like wth man, cant he jus wait a min..so damn rude, then i was pissed off by him..i keep staring at him..then got 1 guys also stare at me, after that look at me play..then i play properly lorx since that guy looking and they keep saying what loser pay..their standard so lousy..then i 1 cue clear table and the guy blur awhile then act as if din see and continue talk to him fren..hao lian what crap, loser pay only ma..then jus now at nite when to hougang mall and eat wif my eldest sis..went to Ichiban Sushi and eat..The charamushi there is soooo delicious..simply the best i have eaten so far..i wanted to order 1 more but was getting full..the drink "moon river" was also nice..it's a mixture of sprite + spirit + lime + vanilla ice-cream..simply a excellent meal..was so happy tonite cos i get to eat so many nice food~!! ^o^

Erm..yst can say its a bad day..i met up wif heng..and we are like normal, at least i dun feel weird le..glad that at least when we cant be bro but still can be normal frens..din mention abt the past, so everything went quite well..meet him at tampines mall, went to eat at mos burger..then when we leaving tampines mall saw zhek and talk to him for awhile..then after that actually nth much to do, went to centuary square walk awhile then went to my hse..went home and change then it's raining so have to stay at my hse for awhile..then dunno what happen my dad quarrel wif my sis at hse downstair till very siong..then dad directly come home, then for no reason scold me also..wah piang..du lan lor..then i also went out..stay at home look at his face mehx? then later they quarrel again..then if i bth i also will quarrel liao..rather go out..then i went to hougang plaza find my fren..lucky still got fren alwayz there..can alwayz go there find them and play dota..in summary, yst was a bad day cos of the stupid quarrel which i really hate..today dunno got go out anot lehx..later going to cut my hair..Lolx..must cut till short short..then easy for me to style my hair, or else hair long i also lazy go style..Lolx..

yst went out wif qian go orchard..went there pei qian shopping haha..she bought 1 bag and 2 pairs of shoes..Lolx..shopping spree..then we went to eat..haha..the indonesia noodle quite nice..keke..after that we went to AMK..went there to find xian there all then qian pei me awhile..she play 1 rnd then needa go off le..haha..after that i went to la-kopi wif ah lian and alvin till 1.30am..then when went home we call xian..then talk till 4am..Lolx..erm, tonite going to play pool again..tonite dun have swimming lesson..wahaha..