wahaha..my audition acc become clubber le..Lolx..hmmx..next week dunno wanna go buffet wif fren anot..still planning where to go on valentine day..Lolx..jeff jio me go MOS but i dunno wanna go anot lehx..maybe have other plans..must see how first..Lolx..hmmx..nowadays keep on planning things..haha..plan then got activities on..hehex..ok la..free all meet up..*wInK*

Wahaha..yst went to ah lian hse, celebrate her bday..went there drink and play mahjong..Lolx..not bad la, quite fun yst..enjoyed myself..now in sch lehx..need to finish my project by today..going mad..lolx..today saw MIMI in sch..call me chao ah beng..Lolx..ok la,now go chiong my proj le..

hey hey..long time nv update my blog liao..hmmx, 2 days ago quarrel wif my dad..but ok liao lorx..haha..this week have to chiong my project like mad liao..hmmx..saturday going out to play pool wif my audi frens..tuesday go their bday party..alot of ppl going..haha go there drink and play mahjong then talk talk..Lolx..feb got bbq and still have to go find my new year clothes..hehex..later going out for jogging..today dunnit go sch..all my teacher on course..fitness test coming le..must go exercise abit..Lolx..^o^

hmmx..this few days or can say weeks nv go out..kinda boring this days..but nvm la..used to it liao..starting to feel that i lost trust in human..lost trust in everything..aiya, suan le la..dun carry any hope for anything le..jus wish that everyday can pass in a simple and yet happy way ba..dun go care abt others, jus do what i shld and what i wan..recently noe a few ppl from audi, all very good wif me de..luckily got them talk to me recently or else i think i will go mad or bored to death le..

ahhh..now in sch..sch reopen le so bored..now very tired,not enuff slp..why must human have dreams? Dream is a waste of time, making ppl slp not enuff and make ppl think back on the past..later in bus must go slp le..eyes closing liao lolx..hmmx..Later also din go out ba, also nowhere to go..next month can learn swimming le..must save money liao CNY coming, needa buy alot of things..think i going to buy a bracelet, make contact lens and go restyle my hair ^o^..i wanna go out, wanna go out, wanna go out..Lolx..but dunno wanna go where..hehex, next time find fren go clubbing or go pub..long time nv drink liao, drink lotsa hard liquor..haha shiok..once in awhile go drink till my heart fill and enjoy~!!

hmmx..yst went to bugis and help bernard shop for a jacket..but cannot find..then after that we went to Plaza Singapora there and shop..finally found a jacket for him..cos others all dun suit his size and dun match him..haix..i think that i wont trust ppl le..and wont treat ppl too good liao..Lolx..stupid of me to treat ppl good..all i get are backstab and stories..up until now still log into my msn..when i appearoffline, msn disconnect me and said "your msn is log in at another com"..isn't it obvious?..To trust others, i rather trust myself..i think i shld begin to be a selfish person, shld think more for myself first..dunnit alwayz think for others and in the end the 1 suffering is alwayz me..Wo She Mo Dou Bu Yao Le..i dun wan anything already..had enuff of so many things..i'm jus nth in ppl eyes..dun wish to bother abt any1 le since nobody seems to bother abt me..everything have changed and i think so am i..i dun think that i am the person i used to be when i was in secondary sch..although ppl may say that its a life of ah beng or its not good going hougang plaza..but at least life have been more simple during that time..ppl there are ah beng but we enjoy ourselves there..at least its a place where i can forget abt all my worries or at least i wont think so much..bcos of ppl that i care and ppl that are close to me, i stop going there..i slowly reduce from going there daily to 3 times a week, now i dun even go there..but what the point, nobody seems to noe that i changed because of them..nobody seems to bother when i am so moody i dun have a place to go..all my plaza fren are gone,there is no point going back there..between plaza and ppl close to me, i chose those ppl close to me..cos i noe they dun like me going plaza and are worried abt me getting into troubles..now that i dun go plaza anymore, i dun have my plaza frens,where is my close frens? they disappear into thin air as well..Lolx..maybe i am jus stupid,alwayz changing because of ppl close to me..in the end this is all i get..all kinds of shit..haha..count myself stupid as i trust the wrong ppl..lost trust and hopes..wont expect anything from other ppl and ppl dunnit expect anything from me anymore..wont do so much things for ppl le..cos its unwanted and nobody will even realise it..they are finding it natural that i shld do that..all the things that I've done ppl are taking it for granted..for any1 that is reading this,all my frens that i gave my blog to..think carefully,have u all ever felt that all the things i have done for u all,is a thing that i shld do? Actually i dunnit to do anything for any1 if i dun care abt the person..if u all felt that I shld do things for u all and its natural,then i think u all have long taken me for granted..all my fren that dunno my blogs wont noe i have changed and ppl that saw my blog, if u din see my blog do u noe that i changed? i doubt so..

hmmx..few days nv update my blog le..actually nth much to write thats why din update..very bored lately..nth much to do..at home everyday rot..sch going to reopen soon le..even more bored..dunno what i writing..haha..quite 乱 lately..hmmx..anyway anything jus contact my hp..cos i dunno if i will be online so often..

today is a very very boring day..went to have lunch wif ericia then after that went to plaza find fren..played 2 rnd of dota..after that all the way camp at home rot to death..whereas everybody went countdown..BORED!!Anyway wishing qian a happy bday..happy new year every1..seems to be a very boring year to come..nth interesting at all..kinda shitty year..not at all looking forward to this new year..everything so shitty..