haha..today went out wif Phoebe and Kie Ian to sing k lunch..tmr kie ian going in NS le so today we pei him go out..in summary was quite a fun day, sing for 2 hrs after that went to Takashimaya wif phoebe to collect her CD..haha,besides collecting CD she bought even more CD..after that we went to lucky plaza to play pool for an hr..and after that went to eat Teppanyaki at Far East plaza..was the same shop as the 1 at Cuppage plaza but the 1 at Far East Plaza is the main branch..haha enjoyed ourselves there and took a few pictures..upload for u all to see.. =)

long time nv blog le..jus talk abt what i did on my off day ba..hmmx..i went out wif kie ian and phoebe that day..phoebe was late so we went to eat at Mos Burger first, haha din wait for her..after that we went to shop cos kie ian wanted to find some new clothes..in the end me and kie ian din buy anything but phoebe bought 2 shirt from GAP..after that we wanted to catch a movie but the tickets are sold out so we din get to watch..went to Hong Kong Cafe to have our late lunch..after that i suggest that we go for a game of pool..wanted to teach phoebe how to play but seems like she can play quite well..maybe even better than kie ian sia..Lolx..then they say i bully them but i play till very lousy le lehx..i put water le cos i usually dun play seriously unless against ppl i dunno..after that like go hiking like that..walk to PS then back to cuppage again..went to a Japanese shop to eat and have some beer..was very enjoying over there and worth the money..later update some pics of my off day and that time me and kie ian nite time go kbox de..he drink abit then face super red..LOL~

saw something,heard something or noe something that i dun wish to noe..maybe jus hiding from reality..LOL~ really felt my heart aching..din noe it would be so bad..nth more left..jus plain heartache and sadness left in me..really gonna stop everything,dun wish to do anything anymore..

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人 不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人
她真幸福 幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨 她的爱怎么那么深

我的爱人 她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能
每当听见 她或他说(我们)
就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声

take care all..

haha..yst went to meet qian,been such a long time since i met her..gave her the purple tulip that i booked for her..wanted to give her for very long le jus that the season isn't rite then cannot find the flower..lucky she like it when i gave her..saw her smile i also "fang xin" le haha..after that went to watch "My Wife Is Gangster 3", super funny show..the 2 of us is basically laughing all the way lorx..then the cinema very little ppl so can hear our laughter very clearly..Lolx..watch finish le jiu go eat sakae sushi..dun really have good appetite so din really eat much..but the food is quite nice haha..after we eat, went to play pool at cuppage plaza..Qian quite long nv play but din really deprove alot, got quite a few nice shots..after play pool she pei me go find my new wallet ^o^..bought a Ashworth wallet..very nice but quite pricy..Qian also saw a purse that she like, going to save for it rite? After that jiu send her back to Sengkang le..really did enjoy my day..hope that u enjoy too =)..after that went to Hougang Green meet Bernard as i wanted to return my comics..after that went to Hougang plaza and Kie Ian came to find us..played till arnd 11.50 then go home le..

Today working very blur..morning i did so many mistakes sia..but lucky nite time i din make any mistake..weiting and her mother came to eat, told my colleague give them discount le but different ppl doing cashier then she didn't noe so in the end din give her discount..pai seh leh,next time come surely give u discount..though i dun think that she will see my blog haha..today back home quite early so blog abt what happened.. =)

hmmx..this few days nth much interesting happen so nv really blog..things aren't going well for me recently..think only 1 person really noe what i talking abt..feeling so tired and stressed out..mind very luan until a point i cant think of anything..now i dun even have the mood to work..haix..jus do what i am supposed to do ba..let things goes naturally..most importantly is earn more money..make my own life more stable..

haha..today went to k-lunch wif Kie Ian and Phoebe..intro them through audi so they get to noe each other le..Lolx..Phoebe the singing is still as nice..Lolx..Kie Ian got improve abit from the first time i went singing wif him..today my voice not good but still sing ok..after we sing finish went to shop arnd at Heeren and Paragon..went to look arnd, wanting to buy a nice wallet after i get my pay..then after that went to Takashimaya to find some food..haha, eat quite alot of food that i am craving for..Lolx..after that Phoebe went to meet fren..Kie Ian and me went to play pool at cuppage plaza..first game open ball black ball go in le..haha,told kie ian that would happen and it really happened~!! today nv 1 cue clear table but still quite zhun, placing still there..after that we went to PS mrt there de arcade, i played the bball machine and broke record..Lolx..get 340+ score only..1 person hard to get high score..played the video game as usual, get into 3rd ranking only..haha..deproved quite alot..but overall was quite a fun day..enjoyed myself..wah lao, qian ask me go watch NDP rehearsal but i cannot take off..sobx, feel like going lehx..nvm, wait till next friday then meet her up..13th must really enjoy myself..LOL, go eat gd food and watch movie..i also wanna buy wallet..maybe after that go drinking or clubbing..keke..looking forward to that day..hehex..every1 take care worx..cya all soon..^o^

haha..dunno what to talk abt..hmmx..super looking forward to 13th..going out to enjoy myself to the fullest that day =)..now let me post a song to all my frens and qian..when ever u all are feeling down remember this song..

Little faith brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult; you can't go away
Don't hide yourselve in the corner
You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up you'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise
The spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear
Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
You have got to believe, you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friend should be


Thanks for being there with me!!!

"Most people walk in and out of your life, but only FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart".

haha..few days nv blog le..that time friday saw alot of ppl when i working sia..qian came to hougang mall wif ting and her fren..then tapped me on my shoulder..i blur blur dunno who tapped me..haha, so surprise..dunno how to react..Lolx..too bad cannot talk to her for long..quite busy, every1 are like calling my name.."Benny help me take order,Benny got customer.." diao then i 1 person needa run alot of place..help them cos they dunno what to do..saw qian blog,she says i look very stiff sia..din noe that sia..Lolx..the way she describe me very funny lorx..this few days dunno why feeling quite moody..but dun wanna tell any1, think keep to myself would be better..hate those feeling..haix..miss those days when i was in Montfort..1 group of brothers go out,no other things to think of..these few days quite good wif Kie Ian..got go out will ask him out also,play audi also ask him..cos he very steady,everytime also on de..at least i noe that he not those kind that are "fake"..now talking to kie ian in msn while blogging, the things he says makes me think of some1 i noe..really sian half lor..every1 like drifting..sometimes it really makes me feel that dun have good fren or close fren better..when things went wrong wont feel so bad cos they aint important in my heart..Wo hao luan, wo hao fan..so many things i thinking of sia..stressed from work also making my mad..no mood for anything sia..nowadays only work, hardly can go enjoy..then so many things dun go well..today still quarrel wif colleague at work..super angry..then i cannot tahan le..talk damn loud, throw the serving tray on table(not in front of customer la)..then he super shock lor, cos my temper was very good when i working de..too bad he doesn't noe the real me..jus dun piss me off..Lolx..nobody to talk to when i am down, so jus nag in my blog lor..every1 got their problems and busy so rather keep to myself and dun bother others..^o^ take care allz..miss every1~