today woke up at 7am..really very tired cos i slept at 4+am last nite..then prepare to go sch when i woke up..reach sch abt 9am,go register and went into auditorium..took my cert and pics from the VIP..after that went to redeem the picture from the function hall..took alot of pics today..took wif Misses Chan too,my Class Adviser..after that went to find mimi and ben to talk talk at cafe1 for awhile..then went to marina square wif Jason they all..reach there play bowling..quite fun cos i very long time nv play bowling le..Lolx..after that went to eat buffet at sakae sushi..eat quite alot of things today..luckily my gastric today still ok..then after that Emily gonna go for her course at bugis so she left first..after she left we went to sing kbox and kie ian treated us..i sang a few songs then i slp inside the kbox room le..cos that room very big and i was too tired..rest awhile then continue to sing again..keke..sang till 9pm, then I suggest that we go to Esplanade to take pics..went to the Merlion there and took pics..after taking pics then we took train home le..dun have the pics wif me now so cannot post..the pics wif Jason,Emily and Rashida..have to take from them then post let u all see.. =)

feeling very very moody and down now..eyes filled with tears that contains frustration,sadness,disappointment and anger..really dunno how to say or what to say..all bcos of 1 person..a person that was used to be so close to me..but when things happen between me and him, EVERYTHING changed..now that me and him are no longer close, he blamed it on others..making everything so different..I SIMPLY HATE IT !!! I HATE EVERYTHING THAT HE DO..HE SPOILT EVERYTHING!! Even the graduation day that i am looking forward to..cos of him..everything cos of him..when will he ever get OUT of my life?? WHEN?

hmmx..quite long nv post le cos my keyboard spoil so i cannot even log in..hmmx..saturday nite went out to meet benjamin and zhek la kopi..but zhek still wif his classmates at kovan so i meet benjamin first..then he eat at hougang plaza kopitiam cos he very long time nv eat there le..after that we went to 7-eleven buy a can of beer each..went to woodball and see if got any of our frens arnd..but din see any1 that we noe so we intended to go other places and talk talk..when we went hougang plaza downstair,saw jerald and a few more frens..all ex-montfortians..haha,then they jio us go plaza DotA..very long nv play le so we joined them..play awhile then zhek come find us..we played till arnd 4+am then reach home and slp at 5am like that..quite fun..^o^

Yst went out wif audi frens,which is lian they all..went to eat at PS then went to cathay to watch movie..after watching movie they went to eat steamboat but i have to go to work..really dun feel like working yst cos very tired then i outside wif them le..but luckily i went to work yst..cos suddenly alot of ppl..but after awhile no ppl le..nth much happened yst except for going out wif them to watch movie..

Today went my hse downstair and buy keyboard and headphone..feeling quite moody now..dun feel like myself this days..i felt that i am such a boring person recently,ppl go out wif me also will feel bored de..trying to find back myself..maybe i will be myself when i am out wif my montfort frens ba..really dunno what has happened to me..hope tmr would be a better day cos tmr is my graduation day..

hmmx..today went to work place at 3 pm..when reach there they wanna go to bishan to do smth..then ask me go wif them..then go there and give fliers..then we took cab there..when reach there they went to do their things and i outside mrt give fliers..haha..almost every1 took fliers from me sia..then those ppl that reach there b4 me to give fliers all face black black cos almost all took from me and not from them..within 15-20mins i gave away half of my fliers le..then jess called me to find them..when i met them we went to coffee shop..calvin buy 2 bottle of tiger beer when we reach the coffee shop..then we drink and he went to order lamb chop to try and see what other ppl de is like..haha,total we drink 6 bottle..LOL then they order crispy spring chicken from a seafood stall..not nice to eat de..haha,we afternoon drink beer and eat till song song le..hmmx..a fun day at work i can say ^o^..ok la, take care all, nitez.. =)

haha..today went to amk and find lian cos i today din work..something happened but i dunno what happen to my work place there..hmmx..went to big S11 at amk to eat..lian de fren, gwen, also got come..after that went to play pool le..haha..quite fun la..today play till quite ok..then played 9-ball wif lian they all..haha..today the placing quite good..must slowly train back my last time standard..think later going in audi awhile then i log off le..take care all..nitez.. =)

haha..yst din go work..went to jurong point wif lian,mimi and ben..went there wif lian and mimi first cos ben went to take hp for servicing..then we went to eat at food court..they eat western food..i see le also scared..Lolx..i eat the shanghai beef noodle..quite nice..then after that went to play pool..lian saw alvin de msg then suddenly super zhun..clear till left black ball nia..the power of love sia LOL~..then ben yst sibei @@..think he sit too long mrt le la..went to jurong entertainment to find us..even ask the aunty where is the lift to 5th floor..jurong point and jurong entertainment very far..1 is boon lay 1 is jurong..haha..

today went to meet qian at bugis..she at national library wif her frens..then i went to find her at national library b4 we went to eat dinner together..after meet her we went to eat claypot..the food there quite nice..the salad you tiao very nice and special..the passion fruit drink is very very nice..we eat and chat happily then suddenly some1 tapped my shoulder..i thought who is it sia..when i turn arnd i found our it's MATTHEW..haha..shock to see him there sia..then he sit beside us wif his gf..Lolx..talk awhile then we eat finish..after that me and qian went to play pool at parklane..keke..very fun..then i teach her those basic lorx..see her mistake then correct her..wont be surprise if next time she become pro..cos can see she got the talent..after we play jiu buy drinks from 7-eleven then pei her back to sengkang..later going into audition awhile.. =)

think later going to hougang green..borrow and return comic..so sian..dunno why these days i really moody..haix..seems like my life is so dull..dunno why i keep feeling so moody..trying to control le..

I Believe

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虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂 就算牵的不是我的手 我不真的难过
不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容 有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己 I Believe
你总会看到我 在某个时候 想让你陪伴的是我
I Believe 没有回应的时候 只不过 正好你在电话中
I Believe 语音信箱的沉默 也是一种 其实你在倾听我
虽然不曾说 相信你正在懂 就算牵的不是我的手 我真的不难过
不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容 有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己 I Believe
你总会看到我 在一切之后 留在你身边的是我
那延续太久的一时冲动 在你身后的独角戏 聚光灯没亮过
怀疑 是自己编造的内容 你从不真的认得我
不知道在高兴什么 你的笑容 有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己 I Believe
一定会有结果 在很久以后 留在你身边的是我 会陪着你的人是我

hmmx..today afternoon play audi wif xian they all then after that went to buy contact lens..then faster wear le rush to work..today work place dun really have ppl..not like normal saturday..cos got another coffee shop set up a tent for ppl to watch soccer..beer selling at $5 per bottle..then still got tiger gals..then our here de business all gone lor..after work jiu meet qian at yishun interchange then went to eat at the nearby coffee shop..after eating jiu take cab go Zouk..my eldest sis,jie fu and 2 of his colleague waiting for us there le..this is my first clubbing experience..went inside drink 2 glass of alcohol le..haha..then after that went to dance liao..very fun at Zouk..but qian ate too much then keep vomiting..i pei her outside walk walk..then wanted to send her home..but her fren driving so offered to drive her home..after her fren come i go back find my sis they all..kinda sian liao..cos I 1 person nth much to do there le..reach home take off contact lens wanna slp but cant really get to slp..thinking of somethings that i kept to myself,爱一个人好难..things that wanna say but cannot say felt so xin ku..

hehex..this few days actually got quite alot of things going on..but i abit lazy to blog and dun really have the time..monday went out wif qian and zhek..went to play pool..then after that went to bugis walk walk..keke..was a fun day..then wed went to medical check up..the doctor said that i am fine and there is nth wrong wif my heart..and said "Enjoy your NS life"..diao..jia lat le lor..hmmx..then after i went checkup i wanted to go back to Simei ITE but every1 not at sch..all went home le..left zhek 5pm then dismiss..but i meeting yuri so cannot wait for him..after that went out wif yuri go orchard..bring her to Far East Plaza eat the Indonesian food..after that went walk walk at Cine Leisure..after that she ask me pei her to Serangoon North pet shop to buy food for her dog..very close to my hse so it's ok wif me lorx..then after pei her go buy pet food, we went into a shop that sell Chincilla (Long Mao) in chinese..keke..very very cute..make until i feel like buying 1 to keep as pet..got picture of Long Mao..upload next time to let u all see..today i very happy..got a new guy called Wei liang come and work..then i guide him..after that when Clayton came, they ask me to go kitchen..now i got promoted to work in kitchen le..boss and jess teach me how to cook..very fun lehx..love the ppl there and my work..can learn so many things..from the first day I've been learning alot of new things le.. =)