writing some of my feelings again..my heart feels so heavy sia..missing jen again..yst totally din slp at all..haix, keep looking at the pics..keep thinking back on the past, hao kai xin but now hao shang xin ><..trying to get some slp later..feel like going clubbing and pubbing..any1 wanna go drink? go relax once in awhile also good..maybe i wont stay at home so often le, keep going out like last time..dun wanna think le, cos i noe think also no use..maybe it's a kind of "tao bi" but nth i can think of now..hao la, mind in a total blank now..type also dunno what i typing le..take care all..