nth happening recently..keep hiding myself at home..camping at home..feeling very down and bad mood recently..hao fan hao fan..stupid feeling inside my heart is haunting me again..有话说不出口..suddenly feel like crying sia..dunno what is happening to me..haix, i still cant get over..tried my best le, living on wif my life le..but i still cant get over those memories and pain T_T..why cant my tears wash off my pain in my heart?我的心好痛..dunno when can i move on wif my life..i dun wan anything liao, 死心了..maybe i would jus walk down this road alone..feel like letting everything out but jus dunno how..by crying? by going out wif frens? by saying it out? by trying new things in life? by knowing more ppl? i've tried it all..but i noe the main problem lies in me, not others..feel like hiding myself and be alone recently..so tired to put a fake smile or trying to be happy when I'm not..meet up wif ppl also dunno what to talk abt..haix..