hehex..back to blogging today..gonna announce a new chapter of life begins..wanna live my life to the fullest and enjoy it to the max =)..actually last few weeks i have been thinking abt me,jen and bella..i didn't noe if i really like bella or issit bcos of jen then i treat bella good like a healing process for my heart..that's why i have been holding back myself in doing things that i wan..but now i think back, memories of jen is definitely there and it is very normal..

Now i noe very clearly that actually i like bella and it's not bcos i treat her as substitute or what..she gives me a feeling, feel very relax when talking to her, feel happy when i hear from her..gonna move on wif my life le =)..I'm not hoping for anything or what..i'll jus let things goes naturally, jus wan to be myself and be there for bella when she needs me, i also noe she's feeling kinda sad and bad mood recently..jus wish to be there and if can make her smile =)..sometimes when u noe ppl important to u are happy, u will feel happy too and that is what i wan..Jus wan bella to stay happy and healthy always..smile is what i learnt from bella..hehex, yst when i chat wif ven, actually she say from what she see i really like bella and she is the only person that so far makes me get over jen..btw i remove and keep the hp strip of me and jen le..gonna slowly let go of it le..lai every1 笑一个 xD