2nd post i wrote today..stupid dad, almost quarrel wif him..wanna lend camera to fren then ask me delete all pics..then i wanna transfer to com but cannot read the memory card..fking shit ask me why must keep so many pics..cant i even keep her pics? say what na de qi yao fang de xia..keep picture also got wrong issit? bloody shit..SUPER PISSED OFF..how i noe why i cant get over? he thought that i dun wanna get over ah..thought that i wanna forever like that hide myself at home? so blank and lost in doing everything recently..it's not what i wanted but i cant think of anything..in bus keep dazing, walk also think until almost fall down..going to her bday soon, dunno what i shld buy for her..my wish from last time is to celebrate for her but it doesn't seems to matter le..i got so many things that i keep inside my heart that i dunno how to express..dunno what to say..wo hao xin ku..