It has been so long since I last updated my blog, maybe 6-7months? Really a lot happened during this time. Met a girl that changed my life and thinking, a girl that I love her whole heartedly, my first love. We have been together for 5months plus, it's really enjoyable and happy with her. But in the end our love ended at March 21th, which is good friday. Really don't know where to start talking about the past 6-7months but I will slowly update on what happen and how I enjoyed my times with her. Somehow I really miss her and can't get over her. But I know that it's over and I have to move on with my life. I just wish that she is happy and safe no matter where she is, what she is doing or who she is with. No matter what I will still be there for her. For now I just wish to enjoy and stay happy with my friends. Don't want to think so much about it, just do what I must do. Want to treat all my close friends well too, want to excel in my studies and have a good job in the future. Some how my heart still aches and wrench everyday, still thinking of her everyday even though I try to keep myself busy. 10 April is our 6months together but I can't celebrate with her as we already broke up. Really wish that I can celebrate her birthday for her, as it is getting closer.

Recently have been very stressed and troubled as a lot of things happened. Have to cope with my broken relationship, my family, my friends and my studies. Can say that nothing have gone well for the past 1 month. Just got a call from my dad not long ago, my grandmother is hospitalised. She suffered from high fever but fever went down and was getting better. Suddenly at night she collasped and is currently in coma. Dad ask me to go home early as he will be home late, don't let him worry further for us. By the way he told me, he sounded very serious and told me to be mentally prepared. Really pray that my grandmother is okay. Don't know why but I really feel like crying now, all those feeling of my broken relationship and things that are happening all crash together. Feeling so down and stressed. Anyway take care all.