hmmx..yst nite after i went home, drank the most delicious fish soup ever..the soup is so clear and sweet, jus keep drinking non-stop..cant really slp yst nite, slept at arnd 5am..keep thinking of things though i dun wan to..keep having interupted slp..

woke up arnd 12+ this afternoon, after eating lunch went to visit my grandma..she's in MICU ward, so only few ppl can go in at a time..went in wif my dad and eldest sis..the moment i saw my grandma, i called her and i broke down in tears..i thought i wouldn't cry and would be strong, but when i saw her suffering my tears jus can't stop..when we talk to her, she seems like she can hear us..her body keep moving like she wanna talk but she seems to have difficulty in breathing..seeing so many needles and tubes on her body really made my heart wrench..REALLY PAIN..even now that i am typing, my tears are jus rushing out..every1 are so worried abt her, hope that she can recover and wake up soon..

Miss u grandma, will always pray that u are ok..