hmmx..yst went to old court wanting to play bball..but when i reach there, there are abt 20 soccer player taking turn to play soccer at the basketball court..so in the end din play..so sat there and played cards instead..this few days dun really have the mood to do things..alot of things happen the past week till now..why everytime my prediction so zhun de? if it's a good thing i predict still nvm, but everytime it's a bad thing..haix..then everytime also come true..isn't there any miracle to change my prediction? "There is a miracle when u believe.." starting to doubt that phrase..there is only 1 word that can describe how i feel..and it is "fan"..sometimes even smiling seems so difficult..trying to act as if nth happened,trying to smile when others talk to me..but it seems quite fake..no matter what, life still goes on..trying my best to smile..and will be strong,so that i can be there for ppl close to me when they are down..be there for ppl that is important in my life..