Yesterday I couldn't get to sleep,been thinking of things. Actually I wanted to talk to people about something but I couldn't find someone that I can trust cause I don't think people will truly trust others,including me. Since people don't trust others, I think I shouldn't trust them so much as well.When I wanted to talk to someone,think they are all asleep as well.Think i shouldn't bother others since it doesn't concerns them.Maybe it's better to keep it to myself like I used to do when I was in Montfort.People alway says "If you have any problems,don't hide it from me".But how many of those will confide to you when they got problems without you asking? How many really wish to help you and won't find you troublesome? Beginning to doubt and think who really meant what they say.Maybe it's better not to trust anyone,rely only on myself.At least when there is no trust,there won't be disappointment.When you got something in your mind that you want to say out but you can't say out,especially to the person that you want to say out to.That's the worst thing that can happen.I don't want to be back to a quiet and serious person that I used to be but now I really rather keep everything to myself.Maybe until the day that I found a person that truly trust in me like I truly trust in the person,then I will reveal things regarding me.It's time I stop being so naive.Which human don't think of himself/herself first?Who will think of others in everything they do? Up till now, I can think of none.