hmmx..yst went to bugis and help bernard shop for a jacket..but cannot find..then after that we went to Plaza Singapora there and shop..finally found a jacket for him..cos others all dun suit his size and dun match him..haix..i think that i wont trust ppl le..and wont treat ppl too good liao..Lolx..stupid of me to treat ppl good..all i get are backstab and stories..up until now still log into my msn..when i appearoffline, msn disconnect me and said "your msn is log in at another com"..isn't it obvious?..To trust others, i rather trust myself..i think i shld begin to be a selfish person, shld think more for myself first..dunnit alwayz think for others and in the end the 1 suffering is alwayz me..Wo She Mo Dou Bu Yao Le..i dun wan anything already..had enuff of so many things..i'm jus nth in ppl eyes..dun wish to bother abt any1 le since nobody seems to bother abt me..everything have changed and i think so am i..i dun think that i am the person i used to be when i was in secondary sch..although ppl may say that its a life of ah beng or its not good going hougang plaza..but at least life have been more simple during that time..ppl there are ah beng but we enjoy ourselves there..at least its a place where i can forget abt all my worries or at least i wont think so much..bcos of ppl that i care and ppl that are close to me, i stop going there..i slowly reduce from going there daily to 3 times a week, now i dun even go there..but what the point, nobody seems to noe that i changed because of them..nobody seems to bother when i am so moody i dun have a place to go..all my plaza fren are gone,there is no point going back there..between plaza and ppl close to me, i chose those ppl close to me..cos i noe they dun like me going plaza and are worried abt me getting into troubles..now that i dun go plaza anymore, i dun have my plaza frens,where is my close frens? they disappear into thin air as well..Lolx..maybe i am jus stupid,alwayz changing because of ppl close to me..in the end this is all i get..all kinds of shit..haha..count myself stupid as i trust the wrong ppl..lost trust and hopes..wont expect anything from other ppl and ppl dunnit expect anything from me anymore..wont do so much things for ppl le..cos its unwanted and nobody will even realise it..they are finding it natural that i shld do that..all the things that I've done ppl are taking it for granted..for any1 that is reading this,all my frens that i gave my blog to..think carefully,have u all ever felt that all the things i have done for u all,is a thing that i shld do? Actually i dunnit to do anything for any1 if i dun care abt the person..if u all felt that I shld do things for u all and its natural,then i think u all have long taken me for granted..all my fren that dunno my blogs wont noe i have changed and ppl that saw my blog, if u din see my blog do u noe that i changed? i doubt so..